Whatever clot

Been doing this for a while now

At some point I realized
that I probably used
too much paper

and that it wasn’t worth it
to watch things overflow

one inch closer
to the top

I learned that if it looks
like things are amiss I
just have to thrust my hand

downward and dislodge
whatever clot 

Elevator Robots

Nobody is quite sure where to get off
because nobody’s looking

Necks craned
I can’t see your eyes, you can’t see mine.

Packed in but impossibly alone. My eyes are deep black pores, dilated to the point of absorbing all possible light.

Pixel absorber I am. I’ll never get off this elevator.

On A Bench

On a bench one time I was so relaxed I fell asleep on a bench with my arms folded across my chest and my head flat on a piece of wood I’d never worry about anything ever again but that seems so long ago, now

Up Here

Fasten seat belt while seated
or else you might fall out.

I see snow below
or is it just the clouds
falling in

It’s not so scary when you’re right beside me
But it still is

Whistle this way
Whistle that

I can hear you

up here

Cube Living

Boxes on boxes on boxes
Heat rises
Paradoxes

I can see into your chest bones there
The pieces moving inside there

Scraping the floor of your
Flaxen diaphragm

up and down
the legs inside your chest
scraping

refusing to move.

I can see in there. The sweat dripping, reflecting reflections of the trees.

The difficult, I’ll do right now—
The impossible can take a little while.

In The Woods

In the woods
In the woods
In the woods

You dont have to be
In the woods

To be in the woods
Gather your kindling
Amass your animal instinct

Clear a dirt floor
Part the leaves blocking your path

And yell
As loud as you can

Tempest

The rain it
pours today this
morning I had
a dream this morning—
there were puddles and
puddles surrounding my
bed there were insects
skating across them—
my brain quivers, a sliver
of doubt and disbelief
like when there’s turbulance on an airplane
puddles in the sky and fog—
there’s no ground there’s
no ground, just—
the bottom of each
puddle, the top of each
passing moment—
dilating as a rumble quakes,
as time expands temporarily
there’s no ground

My Patagonia Skin

When I think—
of Neanderthals

backs dense with coarse fur,
cheeks dotted with whiskers,
banging one rock against another,
cracking one skull after the other,

I don’t think of petroleum plastic fleece skin
or zippers that unzip to reveal
vulnerable fragile meaty onion layers

Evolved forward, but
looking just the same

My Hands Smell Like Horses

My hands smell like horses

Today I ate
and drank water from a cup
and chewed on granola

I splattered some ink on a page
and stomped my feet

I blew steam from my nostrils
when it was cold

I kicked at the shadows
behind me,
generated because of my LED headlamp.

My horses smell like hands

My Beard

It grows on me,
even when I’m not looking

It is a barrier
however thin, between
my face and things

It grows thicker,
in some spots

like a field deprived
of water in 
some spots

But my beard—
It’s not deprived of anything

It gathers no nourishment
from my skin or my face
or the water within it

It just tries
millimeter by millimeter
to connect ear to ear

One Day

One day will be great great great great

Every one will have four names
Every two will stay the same
Every three will lose the third

It will never play in the ozone air
Or the carbon fiber trees in the backyard stairwell

Water does not flow here
Green does not grow here
Rocks do not erode here

The bark has fallen from our tree
and it is gone

Electric

A poem inspired by ee cummings

what is it
about thespacebetween
stripped down and naked
where a tension develops

in its awkward-shyness-loveliness
of things to come after
this electricflash moment.

As time slows down bodies
move faster it is so quite
a new thing and fun thing

I hope the second time is alsolike
inout shoulders brushing shoulders

The Plea Of Dionysus

An epic poem inspired by Anne Carson’s Autobiography Of Red